hi, i duno wat 2 say
im just wrightin now coz paula said i havent put a new post 4 ages so i will now
an i have nothin 2 say... iwould write bout this day but i havent done nothin an i had the worst night eva !
...
I HATE SOMEONE...
I LOVE SOMEONE...
I HATE LOVEING SOMEONE!!!
I HATE SOMEONE ELSE...
I LOVE SOMEONE ELSE...
AN I HATE LOVING SOMEONE ELSE!!!
I HATE LOVEING SOMEONE MORE THAN THEY LOVE ME !
I WISH THEY WOULD LOVE ME MORE THAN I LOVE THEM BUT THEY DONT AN THEY NEVER WILL !!!
I WISH I WOULDNT WASTE MY LIFE OVER SOMETHIN!
SOMETHIN THAT DOESNT EVEN CARE IF IM THERE OR NOT!!
SOMETHIN THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO HAPPY AN LOVED 1 MINUTE
AN THEN MAKES ME FEEL SO SAD AN LONLEY THE NEXT MINUTE !
I HATE THEY WAY I DO THINGS 4 SOMETHIN THAT IT WOULD NEVER DO 4 ME !
I HATE GIVIN MY WHOLE LIFE 2 SOMETHIN AN IT NOT CARE
AN I HATE NOT BEIN ABLE 2 LET GO OF IT EASY...
I HATE IT WEN IT GOES
I ALWAYS CRY WEN IT GOES AN I WISH I WOULDNT COZ ITS NOT CRYIN COZ ITS LEAVIN ME, IT DOESNT EVEN CARE ITS JUST NORMAL COZ ITS GONE BUT HERE I DO CARE A I CRY AN I FEEL LIKE IM GOIN 2 DIE COZ ITS LEFT ME ALONE AGAIN AN MY WHOLE DAY HAS BEEN WASTED
I JUST WISH I WOULDNT CARE ABOUT IT SO MUCH !!!!!!
I WISH I WOULDNT LOVE IT SO MUCH
I WISH I COULD B NORMALL WEN IT TALKS BOUT SOMETHIN THAT IT LOVES BUT WEN IT DOES I FEEL SO BAD AN CRY AGAIN !
SEE , SOMETHINS WRONG WITH ME , I ALWAYS CRY OVER IT AN ITS CHANGED MY LIFE ...
BUT NOW IT ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY
*it makes me cry wen it has 2 go*
*it makes me cry wen it talk bout somethin else it loves wats not me*
* it makes me cry wen it tells me it loves me*
*it makes me cry wen it tells me its upset*
*AND IT MAKES ME CRY WEN IT TELLS ME IT WANTS 2 DIE COZ OF SOMETHIN ELSE AN DOESNT EVEN CARE HOW I FEEL OR WAT I WOULD DO !!!!!*